I wrap myself in my blanket and pretend that it's your arms, because maybe if you were here things wouldn't be so hard. I close my eyes amd sigh and pretend these miles don't exist because they overwhelm completely, all I want is to feel your hug. Sometimes, i hate distance.... Long distance relationship suck, they really do but they're so beneficial. I've learned to appreciate every text, kiss, hug, phone call, skype conversation, etc. I've learned to save my money, I've learned that the best things really do come to those who wait. I've learned that the boy I'm waiting for is the one I want to spend forever with. Words can't describe the ache that runs through my body when I'm missing you :"(

Waiting months and months to finally see each other, I feel so empty when you're not around. Dreams aren't enough, skype isn't enough, soon isn't enough, NOTHING will be enough until you 're here to stay :(
But anyway, thank you for dear Skype.. Thank you for exsiting and allowing us to spend time together :)
Cuddling, laughing, hugging, kissing all the things I want to do when I think of you, In you I've found the love of my life and my closest truest friend.
I miss you a little too much, a little too often, and a little more everyday. I need you more than I need air to breathe, every breath I take without you fucking hurts:"(
I love you so much, my future :)